I’m so excited to announce my new site Flab to Fab.
http://onedaywewill.net/flabtofab/ - Visit me here, as postings on Send Us An Angel will probably be non-existent with this new blog 
Woo hoo!!
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Hey guys! As of today I am down 13.2 lbs!! Can I get a hell yes?!?!
I started the 30 day shred last night. Wow, is all I have to say!! It is definitley a challenge. I had to break several times but I feel so alert and full of energy today. I did not finish the entire workout of level 1, but I will get there.
I am still working on a new layout for the new and improved blog. It might be up Friday, as I am off all day.
Updates coming soon
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I was reflecting back on all of my previous posts, and saw how few of them were actually positive reads. How depressing. Do I really not have anything to be happy about in my life? Am I that much of a whiner about infertility.
I need to make a positive change, and that is exactly what I am going to do. I am reorganizing my blog. No more pity parties for me. This is being transformed in to a weight loss/healthy living blog.
You see, I am extremely overweight. I’ve gained over 40 pounds from all of my infertility meds and injections. 40 lbs!!! I’m losing it…starting now. I have lost 8lbs from the start of the new year, and I’m determined to lose 80 more. I have adopted a new way of eating, and it has helped. I’m not hungry throughout the day. If I start to crave junk food I tell myself “My desire to have a baby is more than my desire to eat this.” and it works!! I know what my heart wants, and what I more than anything in the world is a baby to love. With my diagnosis of PCOS and being overweight, I know that losing a percentage of my body weight will help my chances of restoring ovulation.
Stay tuned, more details to come.
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Yup. Another Christmas without being pregnant or having a baby.
The holiday depression begins.
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I was just sitting here thinking about last year. Last Christmas all I could think about was getting a BFP around Christmas time. Wouldn’t that be the greatest gift of all time?? A year later, here I am. Same place I was last year. My heart is broken, as we enter our third year of trying.
Had to walk out of a restaurant last night. They had the news flipped on to CNN, all the coverage was about the little girl Shaniya that was put up in a prostitution ring, and later killed by her mother. Completely breaks my heart. How can monsters like that have children, yet people like us can’t?? It just makes me so incredibly sick to my stomach..so sick that I had to walk out and sit in the car. That poor little girl, so sweet, yet given a life that no one young or old should experience.
And people ask why I haven’t been to church and why I’m losing faith in God. This is why. Because I don’t understand how God would let people like this have children, yet loving people like us can’t. Why would God let something like this happen? A young innocent girl murdered by the hands of her own mother. THIS is why my faith in God has dissipated. this is why what was left of my faith is gone. This is why I am angry at God. If there was a God..stuff like this wouldn’t happen. Until I find a reason proving otherwise..this is what I believe.
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I’ll be blogging more… Just found an app for wordpress on my new iPod touch! Swee!!!
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